NERVES!!

Nerves. Nerves. Nerves. This is something that’s really bad for me. I absolutely despise having to stand up in front of people and present something. Public speaking is definitely not one of my strengths, it’s a huge weakness. It’s really quite weird that it is because I’m a pretty outgoing, wanting to be the center of attention kind of person. Why are you talking about nerves and public speaking? I’m talking about them because I’m a teacher cadet as you all know, keyword teacher, meaning I have to at some point actually teach a lesson. I realize it should be easier because they’re only fifth graders, ha, that’s funny, it’s so not any easier for me. I still have to stand up in front of people, it freaks me out, I pretty much have panic attacks. I’m trying to stall as long as I can because I really don’t want to be in front of them, but I also know that I might as well get it done and over with so I don’t have to worry about it haunting me later. It’s some pretty terrifying stuff, really it is. They look up to me, well not very much cause most of them are slightly taller than me, but they still watch me and I know they are judging me. I have to get the balls to do it. 

Clowns = terrifying.